![asksoarin:
(( Ugh, I should just say this I guess.
I guess I would say I’m a bit depressed because
I just I’m a bit upset with my activity I have on tumblr.
Unfortunately, I’m pretty limited to who I talk to at this
point, only a few people, despite my 540 followers.
I would enjoy roleplaying, but I can’t really because
any attempt I make really goes nowhere.
Sometimes I feel this comes from the fact that
I used to complain in the past. I feel like there
is still dirt from those times which I am still trying
to clean up.
How do I feel this? Twoeymod once told me that
he stopped following me because of the complaining
and he said it was a shame because he was started
his guard pony blog because of me.
I was utterly devastated and frustrated with myself when he told me that.
Even Sturmpony said that my blog “Sucked rocks” around that time I quit.
I can’t even truly know if this applies to others, the many
people who I see roleplay and talk today have stopped messaging
me nearly completely.
Type and Carrot top even suddenly said they were
gonna start messaging me, even when I didn’t ask them to,
But that didn’t really occur.
[Which you guys don’t have to, I’m not expecting too much
pity here]
RedheartnurseMod told me that she does things to earn
her followers rather than “Inhaling pie like a vacuum”.
Well, I guess that’s what happens when I make mistakes
and don’t jump into the roleplay right away. The roleplay
circles are formed and I’m pretty much left in the dust.
I am left with answering the same pie questions over
and over and over and over and over again. I just
rack up followers, which are usually lost and just
replaced.
Anyways, Maybe I fucked up this blog a little bit.
I’m tired.
Good night. ))
((You came out with this. That’s all you can do, that’s all you can be expected to do. Good work.))](http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lsh9t22zon1qme6h6o1_400.png)
(( Ugh, I should just say this I guess.
I guess I would say I’m a bit depressed because
I just I’m a bit upset with my activity I have on tumblr.
Unfortunately, I’m pretty limited to who I talk to at this
point, only a few people, despite my 540 followers.
I would enjoy roleplaying, but I can’t really because
any attempt I make really goes nowhere.
Sometimes I feel this comes from the fact that
I used to complain in the past. I feel like there
is still dirt from those times which I am still trying
to clean up.
How do I feel this? Twoeymod once told me that
he stopped following me because of the complaining
and he said it was a shame because he was started
his guard pony blog because of me.
I was utterly devastated and frustrated with myself when he told me that.
Even Sturmpony said that my blog “Sucked rocks” around that time I quit.
I can’t even truly know if this applies to others, the many
people who I see roleplay and talk today have stopped messaging
me nearly completely.
Type and Carrot top even suddenly said they were
gonna start messaging me, even when I didn’t ask them to,
But that didn’t really occur.
[Which you guys don’t have to, I’m not expecting too much
pity here]
RedheartnurseMod told me that she does things to earn
her followers rather than “Inhaling pie like a vacuum”.
Well, I guess that’s what happens when I make mistakes
and don’t jump into the roleplay right away. The roleplay
circles are formed and I’m pretty much left in the dust.
I am left with answering the same pie questions over
and over and over and over and over again. I just
rack up followers, which are usually lost and just
replaced.
Anyways, Maybe I fucked up this blog a little bit.
I’m tired.
Good night. ))
((You came out with this. That’s all you can do, that’s all you can be expected to do. Good work.))


